the maia games

An unedited stream of conscious reflection on where I’ve been and where I’m going.

I talk about my experimentation with interconnectedness in the last season and describe my current relationship to community, deconditioning, my work, resource and exchange, duality, and projection and jealousy.

I offer my perspective on how these personal reflections feel connected to where I sense we’re all moving individually and collectively in the next phase of the unfolding.

I tell you about the different places you can witness this interconnectedness experimentation that has taken place through me and my network, what may be coming for me in 2026, and how you can join in on the grid work happening in my orbit, including:

jessa and kelsey are back in swap-cast mode to talk about what it's like to be anchored in our (human design) inner authorities.

we have watched our ability to anchor to inner authority as a means to clearing both relational codependency and codependency with the state.

we talk about it a little in this share, and invite you to sign up for our 5 week course - inOur Authority - starting October 28th.

an energetic attunement and intellectual reframe about what might actually be happening in your body when your mind registers "imposter syndrome," and how your individual experience of such is connected to the story of humanity's evolution unfolding now.

yum!

relevant links:

noah souder-russo enters the matrix in this conversation that weaves together lots of intersecting elements of our spiritual and deconditioning journeys.

we eventually land into some story-telling and exploration around a revelation we came to together about what is really at the root of the “not self” pain and tendencies of the undefined solar plexus. is it actually “avoidance of truth and confrontation” or is there something underneath all that?

on our way there, we talk about:

• beingness
• multi-dimensional relating
• integrity
• distortion
• the three layers of awareness
• & more!

noah is 1/4 splenic projector on the cross of eden. his cancer ascendant is ruled by a taurus moon, and his sun is in virgo.

this episode is a heart to heart to heart with Travis Day (1/3 Splenic Projector on the Cross of Consciousness), Vaness Henry (6/2 Ego Manifestor on the Cross of Healing), any myself (5/2 Emotional Manifestor on the Cross of Upheaval.)

it's equal parts raw, deep and delightful, and is an interesting, honest, and maybe a little confronting demonstration of three defined egos meeting one another.

here's some of what we get into:

• what the ego has to do with the material world / the maia
• felt experiences of the 51-25 (channel of initiation)
• challenging & deconstructing the concept and language of "ego death"
• the ego center as the primary place of distortion for the planet
• the projector manifestor relationship, specific to ego definition
• the differences in experience of ego definition with three different authorities
• the nuance and tension of living your design in a not self world

As the age of the Cross of Planning comes to an end, we are witnessing a breakdown of collective structures, agreements, and conditions that had been assumed to be permanent components of our reality. In 2027, the Cross of the Sleeping Phoenix will emerge as the new, primary background frequency on the planet and reorient all of humanity from these structures and the values that created them towards an era of individuality. 

life is suffering because that's how god likes it. and we love (& are) god, so we like it too.

toland lawrence is a guest commentator on the goings on in the maia.

we talk about:

• our work together in a student-teacher & client-mentor capacity
• shit we've transmuted & are transmuting
• multidimensional presence

• suffering, surrender, and agency
• the ego center and how all will is really god's will

• the aries-pisces overlap
• aries-libra and virgo-pisces nodes & eclipses

& lots more yummy, spirit-full, god-endorsed stuff.

FIND TOLAND:

it’s the final installment of the 2024 cosmic context series!

this one is not so much a linear forecast as it is a long and unedited conversation with two of my longer term internet astro buds as i gradually make my way back into work stuff after taking parental leave and becoming a mother.

we talk about whats happenin' in The World and in our individual worlds and how we as astrologers are making sense of it all when we observe it through our cosmically minded eyes. 

we take quite a while to revisit big picture themes for 2024 including the unfolding transits of pluto, neptune, uranus, chiron, saturn, jupiter, and the nodes, and then eventually make our way to dissecting the more specific cosmic context for the last quarter of the year: libra, scorpio, and sagittarius seasons per the transits of mars, venus, mercury, and lunations.

i invited my lover and partner and soon to be baby daddy on the pod to make a time capsule episode just weeks ahead of becoming first time parents and welcoming a new baby into the world and our arms and our lives.

we shoot the shit a bit, answer some questions from the internet, and let you in on our usually private experience of being very much in love and navigating reality in conscious partnership.

here is some of what we talk about:

• what it was has been like to fall in love with each other very young and to grow together and apart and together for 14 years

• our conceptualizations of "the maia" and our different but intertwining journeys with spirituality, embodiment, and esoteric knowledge
• being in relationship and cohabitating as a manifestor-generator pair
• being a couple that contains one 3rd line who needs to make and break bonds
• the experience of 5th line projection inside of our long term, intimate partnership
• what it has been like to be in the liminal space that is pregnancy, on the cusp of parenthood

the second in a two-parter on the cosmic context for summer 2024; a midyear, solstice check in on the major themes for the year plus the specifics of how they come forward during cancer, leo, and virgo seasons.

my friends natali nicole & kirah tabourn join me to weave together each of our own perspectives on what the fuck is going on these days, using some of our fave languages including astrology, tarot, and human design.

the conversation in part one (episode 16) focused on a 2024 check in, zooming out even beyond this year, and then zooming in on cancer season.

in this episode, part two continues into an exploration of the rest of summer 2024: leo & virgo seasons and beyond.

the first in a two-parter on the cosmic context for summer 2024; a midyear, solstice check in on the major themes for the year plus the specifics of how they come forward during cancer, leo, and virgo seasons.

my friends natali nicole & kirah tabourn join me to weave together each of our own perspectives on what the fuck is going on these days, using some of our fave languages including astrology, tarot, and human design.

the conversation in part one focuses on mid & lower tones jupiter, saturn, uranus, chiron, neptune, & pluto, before zooming in on how the themes carried by those planetary forces might come forward through the lenses mars, venus, the sun, moon, and mercury in cancer season.

part two continues into an exploration of the rest of summer 2024: leo & virgo seasons.

back after 2+ months to talk about how the maia is getting even funkier.

solo episode. kelsey shares personal life updates, riffs about some major themes that are currently prominent in the maia, & answers some listener questions.

if you want to skip the personal life updates and get to crux of the convo, start at the 37 minute mark.

some topics herein:

• the trip is getting trippier
• expectations are attachments
• self reflected consciousness
• living your design: an initiation & attunement
• 2027 - global cycle change + mutation to the human form

FERTILE AS FUCK. that's the alternate name for this episode.

guests sabrina monarch & jonathan koe join kelsey to discuss the astrological unfoldings in the spring quarter of 2024.

both the conversation and the astrology it focuses on are fertile, fresh, and abundant. here's a little of what we explore together:

sun in aries + eclipses, mercury retrograde, & more

sun in taurus + jupiter-uranus conjunction, squares to pluto, & more

sun in gemini + jupiter's ingress to gemini & more

sabrina's links:

this episode is a sample of what is offered weekly inside of ASTRO CHURCH; sunday morning sermons on the astrology of the week ahead.

astro church is for those who would love a weekly dose of cosmic context to help frame your week and maintain your conscious connection to spirit.

inside of this episode is a sample of the live broadcasted sermon from march 17th: happy weird astrological new year

the final episode of the LOVE IS VIEW series! our full cast joins to discuss the reunion episode of Love Is Blind Season 6!

seven differentiated awarenesses drop in to talk about what they see when watching the relationship, energetic, and emotional dynamics unfold within the story lines of the latest season of a fave "reality" dating show. 

watching the maia within the maia. maia inception!

featured in this conversation:

four differentiated awarenesses drop in to talk about what they see when watching the relationship, energetic, and emotional dynamics unfold within the story lines of the latest season of a fave "reality" dating show. 

watching the maia within the maia. maia inception!

part four of this series discussing “love is blind” season 6 through the lens of human design covers the finale - episode 12, "meet me at the altar".

featured in this conversation:

four differentiated awarenesses drop in to talk about what they see when watching the relationship, energetic, and emotional dynamics unfold within the story lines of the latest season of a fave "reality" dating show. 

watching the maia within the maia. maia inception!

part three of this series discussing “love is blind” season 6 through the lens of human design covers episodes 10 & 11.

featured in this conversation:

four differentiated awarenesses drop in to talk about what they see when watching the relationship, energetic, and emotional dynamics unfold within the story lines of the latest season of a fave "reality" dating show. 

watching the maia within the maia. maia inception!

part two of this series discussing “love is blind” season 6 through the lens of human design covers episodes 7-9.

featured in this conversation:

discussing “love is blind” season 6 (episodes 1-6) through the lens of human design!

four differentiated awarenesses drop in to talk about what they see when watching the relationship, energetic, and emotional dynamics unfold within the story lines of the latest season of a fave "reality" dating show. 

watching the maia within the maia. maia inception!

featured in this conversation:

the final episode in the three-part series on the astrology of 2024. in this episode, we bring the uppertones into the mix, and discuss the significance of mars, venus, mercury, the sun, and the moon within the cosmic orchestration for the year.

part two of the three-part series on the astrology of 2024. in this episode, we weave in the layers of the midtones, covering saturn in pisces, jupiter moving from taurus to gemini, the nodes in aries and libra, and how all of these layers show up in relation to each other and to the undertones discussed in part one.

laying down a foundation to support our awarenesses in witnessing another trip around the sun.

tune into kelsey's take on the undertones of 2024's cosmic context. in this first of a three-part series, we cover pluto moving into aquarius, neptune in pisces, chiron in aries, and uranus in taurus.

where have you been abandoning yourself for fear of being abandoned by the other?

chiron in aries & the wound of separation: codependency, self abandonment, cosmic equilibrium, & resourcing safety, security, and worth within.

trusting yourself, loving each other, relationship as a mirror, neutral observation, aries/libra nodes, and astrology & human design as maps to radical acceptance.