
The Eleusinia Podcast
By The Eleusinia Podcast


When Healing Became Personal: Hanaa's Journey
On the surface, Hanaa had it all together. As a 30 something successful corporate professional working in psychology, mental health, and behavioral sciences. Yet despite her education and career, she began questioning her own ability to help others if she could not help herself. Hanaa privately struggled with anxiety, depression, poor self-image, and a profound fear of death.
Although she was highly functioning, Hanaa recognized that beneath her success were deep, unresolved issues she could no longer ignore.
Determined to find lasting healing, she traveled to Eleusinia to do the inner work she had spent years helping others navigate. What she discovered transformed far more than her mental health, it completely changed her relationship with life itself.
In this episode, Hanaa shares how she overcame her fear of death, found freedom from long-held emotional struggles, and uncovered a new way of being rooted in peace, purpose, and authenticity.
If you've ever wondered whether healing is possible, even when you already know all the theory—this conversation offers a powerful reminder that true transformation comes from lived experience.

You Don't Have to Live in Darkness
Pat is a recovering alcoholic who spent many years committed to the AA program, yet continued to struggle with depression and a persistent search for meaning and purpose. In this poignant conversation, he reflects on what long-term sobriety can and cannot provide, despite years of therapy and antidepressant treatment.
Pat shares his deeply personal journey through recovery, mental health challenges, and the unanswered questions that remained after achieving sobriety. Ultimately, he found a new sense of freedom and hope through his discovery of Eleusinia. His story offers a thoughtful exploration of healing, purpose, and the many paths people take in their search for a life worth living.

Allison’s Journey into Psychedelic Nursing at Eleusinia
In this episode, we sit down with Allison, a core member of the medical team at Eleusinia Retreat, to explore her deeply personal and professional journey into psychedelic care.
After spending more than 30 years working as an ER nurse, Allison came to Eleusinia as a guest seeking her own healing experience. What she discovered during that journey profoundly changed her life and revealed a new calling: psychedelic nursing.
Allison shares what it was like to transition from the intensity of emergency medicine into the deeply human work of supporting people in vulnerable, non-ordinary states of consciousness. She reflects on the meaning of joining the Eleusinia team, the importance of compassionate presence, and the privilege of holding space for transformation and healing.
This conversation offers a powerful glimpse into the heart of psychedelic care, the evolution of nursing, and the profound impact of witnessing human transformation up close.

The Life You Marry: Kate's Journey
Kate, a Minnesota farmer devoted to creating community and connection, faced an unexpected and deeply complicated loss when her mother passed away. The pain wasn’t just in her mother’s death—it was in the distance between them. Their relationship had long been strained, shaped by her mother’s isolation as a self-described “shut-in,” unwilling to let anyone in, even her own daughter.
Left without closure, Kate found herself trapped in a profound emotional standstill. Despite working with a therapist, she couldn’t move past the grief, guilt, and helplessness. Beneath it all was a deeper wound, one formed in childhood, where she became the caretaker in a home shaped by addiction, learning early on to do everything alone. That lifelong pattern left little room for self-compassion, making healing feel out of reach.
In a courageous step toward change, Kate traveled to Eleusinia, with one intention: to let go.
What unfolded was transformative.
Her identity rooted in survival and isolation began to soften, giving way to curiosity, levity, and an unexpected sense of belonging. For the first time, Kate experienced a deep connection to herself and the world around her, one that sparked a renewed commitment to radical self-love and compassion.
This episode is a powerful exploration of grief without closure, the weight of lifelong patterns, and what becomes possible when we finally choose to meet ourselves with grace. Kate’s journey ultimately leads her to a profound realization: healing isn’t about fixing the past—it’s about reclaiming your life, and, in her words, learning to “marry your own life.”

When Healing Becomes Inherited: Brady's Journey
In this episode Brady opens up about one of the most defining experiences of his life, witnessing his father’s descent into opiate addiction after a devastating car accident that nearly cost him his life.
What began as a fight for survival turned into years of chronic pain, dependency, and emotional distance. Brady shares what it’s like to watch someone you love struggle with pain and addiction while feeling completely powerless to help.
In search of relief, Brady’s father attended Eleusinia retreat focused on alternative pain management and healing. When he returned home, he encouraged Brady to go as well—an invitation that would ultimately change Brady’s life, career, and relationship with his father forever.
Brady reflects on how this experience reshaped his understanding of pain, healing, and leadership, and how it redirected his path in the mindset and fitness industry. This episode explores generational trauma, the limits of control, and how confronting pain can become a catalyst for profound personal growth.

From Market Mind to Inner Stillness: Sanjay's Return to Self
For fifteen years, Sanjay lived inside the fast-paced world of London’s financial trading, a high-performance identity built on precision, pressure, and emotional rationalization. In this episode, he reflects on how his career quietly shaped his sense of self, his emotional landscape, and the ways he learned to intellectualize rather than feel.
After previous psychedelic experiences in more confined, unsupported environments, Sanjay arrives at Eleusinia and encounters something profoundly different, a setting rooted in safety, spaciousness, and intentional care. Through this contrast, he explores how environment, support, and community transform not only the experience itself, but the depth of integration that follows. What emerges is a powerful shift: from striving to stillness, from identity to essence, from noise to peace. Sanjay shares how his perception of self has softened, how his inner world has become quieter, and how he now accesses a deeper, more stable sense of presence.
Not through performance, but through peace.

Meeting Grief One Year Later: Jason's Journey
We dedicate this episode to the loving memory of Marcus
April 1974-Dec 2024.
In this deeply moving episode, we sit with Jason, a 55-year-old retiree who arrived at Eleusinia carrying a year marked by unimaginable loss. Within one year, Jason lost his mother, then his father, and shortly after, the love of his life, his husband, Marcus. When Jason concluded his Eleusinia retreat, it was on the one-year anniversary of Marcus’s death.
What unfolds is an honest reflection on grief, surrender, and the unexpected intelligence of inner healing. Jason shares how the experience gently, and at times overwhelmingly, asked him to trust and release what was arising, to soften his resistance, and to release far more grief than he thought he was capable of holding. This episode is a testament to love that endures beyond loss, to the courage it takes to remain open and alive after heartbreak, and to the quiet transformation that can occur when we stop bracing and allow ourselves to feel. Jason’s story will resonate with anyone navigating bereavement, transition, or the long work of learning how to live again after life has fundamentally changed.

Redefining Strength with Chronic Pain: Bellamy's Journey
When Bellamy, a retiree and devoted family man, joined Eleusinia Retreat with his wife and daughter, his main goal was simple: support his daughter through the heartbreak of a traumatic breakup. What he didn’t expect was the profound transformation awaiting him.
Struggling with chronic pain for years, Bellamy discovered a healing path that not only brought relief to his body but also shifted his understanding of what true strength really means. In this heartfelt episode, Bellamy shares how the retreat became more than a family experience, it became a turning point in his own journey toward resilience, connection, and strength.
If you’ve ever wondered how psychedelics can impact not just individuals but entire families, this episode will inspire you with its message of healing, connection, and the courage to redefine strength.

From Hypervigilance to Healing: A Veteran's Family Journey
In this powerful episode, Jerry, an African American Air Force veteran, opens up about his transformative experience at Eleusinia alongside his daughter—also an Air Force veteran—and his wife. Together, they confronted the weight of PTSD and embarked on a family journey of healing.
Jerry shares how he moved from a lifetime of hypervigilance to a place of peace, acceptance, and spiritual reconnection. Through the retreat experience, he not only deepened his relationship with his wife and daughter but also embraced a new sense of wholeness and purpose.
This story is more than one man’s healing—it’s a family affair that highlights the strength of love, vulnerability, and shared transformation.
Tune in to hear Jerry’s courageous path toward inner peace, family connection, and a renewed sense of life after service.

When the Healer Heals: A Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner’s Perspective
In this compelling episode, we sit down with Taylor, a practicing psychiatric nurse practitioner, who attended Eleusinia retreat alongside her husband. She shares her transformative experience through both a clinical and deeply personal lens, exploring how psychedelics have not only impacted her own wellbeing but also enhanced her approach to patient care.
Taylor speaks candidly about the power of integration, the heart-opening and humbling nature of this work, and how it has reshaped her understanding of healing. This episode is especially meaningful for couples curious about embarking on a psychedelic journey together, offering a glimpse into the beautifully designed couples package at Eleusinia.
From her reflections on DMT to the deeply ceremonial Temazcal experience, Taylor explains why both are not to be missed.

From Amish to Awakening: A Story of Psychedelic Healing
In this powerful episode, Jacob opens up about the profound loneliness of growing up in a small Amish community and the moment he finally recognized the depth of his trauma. He shares his raw and personal story of beginning to question not only his rigid belief system, but his very identity—an unraveling that no amount of intellectual understanding could resolve.
As Jacob deconstructed the grip of purity culture and religious conditioning, he came face-to-face with the truth that healing cannot be thought through—it must be felt. His search for meaning and a will to live led him somewhere unimaginable: Eleusinia’s 8-day psychedelic retreat.
Follow along as Jacob recounts what happened when he took the leap—from surviving to feeling, from knowing to becoming—and the transformational experience that unfolded.

Slaying Dragons and Finding Joy: Henry's Story
In this transformative episode, Henry takes us deep into his personal hero’s journey through the world of psychedelics and self-discovery. Beginning with panic attacks as a CEO and ending with a true adventure at Eleusinia Retreat. Over the course of eight powerful days, he navigates the highs, the challenges, and the unexpected lessons that shaped his inner evolution.
Henry opens up about finding his voice, embracing joy, and ultimately slaying the inner dragons that once held him back. This episode isn’t just about a retreat—it’s about the real work of growth, healing, and discovering that self-discovery is often far more complex (and beautiful) than it appears on the surface.
We break down the retreat’s eight day format and structure, what sets Eleusinia apart, and how these experiences can lead to lasting personal transformation.

Howard Visits Eleusinia: How Courage can Change Your Life
In this heartfelt Thanksgiving special, Howard opens up about his profound experience at Eleusinia retreat. He reflects on the powerful contrast between the 8-day and 5-day retreats, and how both played pivotal roles in his personal metamorphosis over the past year. Through this vulnerable and inspiring conversation, Howard explores the deep pull many of us feel—whether it’s struggling with mental health, chronic pain, or simply grappling with the existential question, “Is this all there is?”
For Howard, Eleusinia was the key to unlocking that itch, revealing a new world of self-confidence, clarity, and a shift in perspective that completely transformed his life. He shares the courage he found to realize that nothing can hold you back from living a beautiful life—except yourself.
Join us for this special episode, as Howard shows us how facing the unknown with openness and trust can lead to the most powerful kind of freedom: the freedom to truly be yourself.

Sergey Visit's Eleusinia: A Dance Into a Life of Resilience
In this episode, Sergey opens up about his journey of resilience in the face of trauma and how it ultimately led him to Eleusinia retreat. Growing up in Russia during the collapse of the Soviet Union, Sergey struggled to find direction until he discovered his passion for ballroom dancing. His harrowing story takes a dramatic turn when, at just 14, he and his friends traveled to a dance competition and stumbled upon a cliff by the ocean. Ignoring his instincts, Sergey made a fateful dive that resulted in a broken neck, paralysis, and a drowning experience with a miraculous resuscitation. With humility, he reflects on how this tragedy impacted his life, creating barriers that fueled persistent anxiety. Tune in to hear how the Eleusinia retreat helped him transform his perspective, shifting from a life of fear to one filled with mindfulness and heart.

Troy Visits Eleusinia: Finding Purpose After Opioid Addiction and Recovery
In this powerful episode, Troy opens up about his harrowing journey through active opioid addiction. He candidly shares the vulnerable moments that led him to donate his kidney to save his wife's life. Troy discusses his path to recovery, the challenges of dealing with depression during that process, and how it can complicate sobriety. His arrival at Eleusinia marked a turning point, where he discovered a way to overcome the barriers he faced in recovery and uncover his sense of purpose and connection in life. Inspired by his experiences, Troy is now pursuing a career as a therapist, dedicated to helping others navigate their own struggles. Join us as we explore resilience, hope, and the supportive and transformative power of Eleusinia.

Kali Visits Eleusinia: Success Versus a Life of Significance
In this episode, we dive into Kali's transformative journey through the world of psychedelics. As an African American single mother in her 40s, she faced significant challenges culturally: limited availability and widespread skepticism about psychedelics for depression and spiritual growth. After hearing about ayahuasca, Kali ventured to Costa Rica, only to be met with disappointment and deeper feelings of despair. However, her path took a turn when she discovered Eleusinia. Kali’s story is one of resilience and determination; she embodies a woman who refuses to accept defeat. Join us as we explore her remarkable journey of rediscovery, highlighting the profound distinction between personal success and living a life of true significance

Cristobal Returns to Eleusinia: Navigating a Neurodivergent Life
Join Cris as he recounts his transformative experiences at Eleusinia Retreat, where he immersed himself in not one, but three life-changing retreats. This episode is a treasure trove for anyone wondering, "Should I return?" Cris delves into the profound benefits of returning as a guest and how these retreats have deepened his personal healing journey. Through his candid exploration of neurodivergence and treatment-resistant depression, Cris reveals the insights and breakthroughs he discovered along the way. His story is a powerful testament to self-discovery, hope, and the real process of integrating profound experiences. He details his personalized process of continuing the invaluable practice of what he learned at Eleusinia into everyday life and a home practice. Tune in for an inspiring conversation full of authenticity and hope.

Megan Visits Eleusinia: After Losing a Spouse to Alcoholism
In this episode, Megan opens up about her harrowing journey as a young widow and mother, grappling with the profound loss of her husband to alcoholism. Her story is one of staggering complexity and raw emotion—traversing the tumultuous landscape of trauma, grief, and confusion. For Megan, the path forward seemed shrouded in darkness until a transformative experience at Eleusinia shattered her fear and kindled a powerful, raw progression through anger, sorrow, and ultimately, gratitude.
This episode is a testament to the indomitable spirit of resilience and redemption amidst life's most formidable challenges. Megan's narrative is a poignant reminder that in our darkest moments, we are not alone. It underscores the vital truth that asking for help is not a weakness, but a crucial step towards healing and that receiving support can light the way forward. Join us as we explore Megan's powerful journey from despair to hope, and find solace in knowing that no one has to navigate their struggles alone

Renee Visits Eleusinia: Jump Starting Real Change
In this powerful episode, Renee reveals her transformative decision to come to Eleusinia. A trip that sparked a profound shift in her life. After enduring a relentless series of traumas, loss, and the challenges of raising children with their own real struggles, Renee found herself trapped in unhealthy coping mechanisms and a 40-year smoking habit. Seeking change, she embarked on this retreat with a desperate need for revival. Renee’s story is a beacon for women who have built walls to survive and who have shouldered immense burdens as the "strong one." Through her experience, she not only overcame her addiction but also embraced vulnerability, love, and openness in her relationships. She discovered that the greatest gift she could give herself and her loved ones was self-care and emotional well-being. Tune in to hear how Renee’s journey can inspire your own path to self discovery

Bill Visits Eleusinia: The Surprising Experience of a Supportive Spouse
Bill initially hesitated to attend Eleusinia retreat due to a past unsettling and scary psilocybin experience. A psychedelic journey that was unsupervised in a public location. Despite his apprehensions, he decided to accompany his wife, who he knew deeply desired, and needed a different professional experience herself. What ensued was nothing short of transformative. Bill not only had a profound personal experience but also witnessed remarkable healing. His wife's vertigo and migraines which she had endured nonstop for the past 6.5 years were alleviated. This podcast was recorded 3 months after Bill and Shannen attended Eleusinia. In this episode we dive into long lasting unexpected results. Bill details the impact the retreat had on him personally, his wife's health and quality of life, as well as the impact it left on their now 30 years plus marriage.

John Visits Eleusinia: OCD and Recovery

Jim One Year After Eleusinia: How to Thrive Using Eleusinia Tools
In this episode, Jim and Jessica delve into the
profound topic of pain—pain so intense that it forces one to consider the balance between quality and quantity of life. Jim opens up about his battle with Cluster headaches and the desperate decision that led him to book his
first retreat at Eleusinia. He shares his transformative experience with psilocybin over the past year and his subsequent decision to book his second retreat with Eleusinia to explore a deeper education with DMT
for its incredible pain-relieving properties. This episode offers an educational and in-depth look at the journeys of two chronic neuralgia headache survivors, discussing what truly works and how to foster self-reliance with the one of a kind educational program of Eleusinia Retreat.

Johnny Visits Eleusinia: Pain, Trauma, and Beautiful Humor
Before Johnny's journey to Eleusinia, life had dealt him a challenging hand. He battled through vestibular migraines, often referred to as "suicide migraines," and underwent a major shoulder surgery that unexpectedly led to a heart attack, unleashing a series of medical complications that haunted him with pain for months. Amidst this physical turmoil, Johnny grappled with the loss of loved ones, the breakdown of his marriage, and inner childhood trauma.
Drawing inspiration from both expertise at the Mayo Clinic and the wisdom of a beloved Boston comic who inspired him to "go find out what he was sitting on" Johnny set out on his quest for healing. Little did he know, his journey would take unexpected turns, defying the very agenda he had in mind.

Shannen Visits Eleusinia: Recovering from 6 yrs of Chronic Vertigo
In the aftermath of these traumas, Shannen found herself grappling with chronic vertigo, a relentless condition that persisted for the next six years. Fueled by determination to regain her health, she embarked on a tireless quest for answers, attending an astonishing 80 doctor appointments and seeking guidance from numerous specialists in her pursuit of relief.
Amidst her search, Shannen discovered Eleusinia through diligent research and was drawn to it after conversing with Jessica, the founder. She recounts her transformative experience at the retreat, which ultimately became the catalyst for profound change in her life.

Eva Visits Eleusinia: A Mother’s Battle
In her unfiltered and sincere narrative, Eva provides a detailed account of her insightful process in choosing Eleusinia. She offers an authentic comparison of her alternatives, considering clinical settings in Oregon and retreats in Jamaica or Mexico. Throughout the episode, Eva sheds light on the intricate decision-making process, culminating in her profound experience of rediscovering self-trust and gaining the clarity she needed.

Andrew Visits Eleusinia: Reclaiming a Life After Losing a Spouse

Andrés Gómez-Emilsson Visits Eleusinia: Talking Consciousness
In our latest podcast episode, we are joined by Andrés Gómez Emilsson, the Director of Research at Qualia Research Institute, who recently paid a visit to Eleusinia. Dive into an insightful conversation about consciousness and psychedelics with Andres, a special figure for us at Eleusinia, whose work has significantly influenced our approaches and terminology. Explore the unique concepts and specific terminology from QRI, including exotic qualia, valence, and neural annealing, which have inspired many aspects of the Eleusinia Retreat experience. The discussion wraps up with speculation on the future possibilities of objectively measuring these conscious qualities to potentially prevent and treat suffering. Eleusinia Retreat: https://www.eleusiniaretreat.com/ Qualia Research Institute: https://qri.org/ Andres's blog: https://qualiacomputing.com/

Juan Visits Eleusinia: Releasing Emotional Armor
Join Juan as he unfolds the profound narrative of his life-altering journey at Eleusinia retreat. Delving into the quest for inner strength, Juan shares his profound connection to the indigenous elements offered by Eleusinia, guided by our Curendera Josephina. Having navigated an abusive upbringing, Juan had employed adaptive techniques for survival. He candidly recounts his macrodose experience, shedding light on the moment his emotional armor dissipated, leading to a profound expansion of empathy and compassion towards others as well as himself. He also details each encounter with the staff at Eleusinia and how it impacted him. Tune in to witness Juan's transformative odyssey and the impactful lessons learned along the way.

Carlos Visits Eleusinia: Professional Enrichment as a Coach for Others
In this episode, Carlos recounts his quest to discover Eleusinia. In a determined effort to alleviate his long standing depression as well as add to his ability to enrich himself professionally. Despite numerous attempts with various therapeutic approaches to restore his well-being, Carlos found no lasting change. In this episode, he candidly discusses the profound impact of his mental health struggles on his career as a performance mentor. Tune in to hear how his experience at the retreat unveiled a fresh perspective, providing him with a new frame of mind and a renewed sense of capacity as a mentor for others. Allowing him to be more available for the world and himself.

Peter Visits Eleusinia: A Psychiatrist's Perspective

Andy Visits Eleusinia: The Benefits of Coming with a Partner
In this episode, join Andy as he recounts his transformative journey at Eleusinia. Delving into the profound impact of the experience, Andy sheds light on the positive outcomes he and his partner, Lexi, gained from attending together. Andy candidly opens up about his personal struggles, navigating a cycle of anxiety and depression that eventually led to a harmful pattern of binge drinking every six weeks. Recognizing the detrimental effects on his relationship, Andy takes us through his journey of self-discovery and the realization that prompted him to break free from this cycle. Listen as Andy shares the joyous and distinctive moments he encountered during the retreat and how his profound experience has brought about significant changes in his life.

Andrea Visits Eleusinia: Finding Joy After Cancer
Andrea, a cancer survivor, recognized the need for a fresh start, particularly in the wake of her divorce. Feeling stuck in depression her grief from the past as well as anxiety, her fear of the future. In this episode, she opens up about her transformative journey at Eleusinia retreat, which she attended with her best friend. Through this experience, Andrea not only embraced her process but found relief. Andrea shares how satisfying it felt to start the work and find peace, joy, and a new found comfort. Tune in as she shares about her journey of self-discovery, redefining her identity with newfound joy and unwavering courage.

Matty Visits Eleusinia: From Fear to Safety, A Journey in Sobriety
In this compelling episode, Matty opens up about his journey, recounting the profound decision to embark on a psychedelic retreat at Eleusinia as a person in recovery from drugs and alcohol. Delve into the intense emotions and preparation that preceded this courageous choice, exploring the fear that initially gripped him. Join Matty as he candidly unfolds his experience, revealing the transformative shift from fear to a comforting sense of warmth and safety. The narrative takes you through the dynamic spectrum of emotions he encountered during the retreat, shedding light on the challenges faced and the subsequent process of introspective reflection.

The Roommate Talk
This is a unique break from our normal podcasts to hear from our founders Jessica and Jay as they break down the dynamics of having a roommate at a psychedelic retreat. Delving into the pros and cons of sharing a room in this unique setting, the hosts reveal nuanced considerations often overlooked. Unravel unique challenges associated with shared spaces, emphasizing the impact on personal journeys within a psychedelic retreat environment. Discover why Eleusinia Retreat opts for exclusively private rooms, delving into the philosophy behind this decision. Whether a seasoned participant or a curious newcomer, this episode provides valuable insights into the hospitality side of psychedelic retreats. Tune in for a thought-provoking journey with Jay and Jessica!

Debbie Visits Eleusinia: Profound Depression to Freedom
Debbie's lifelong battle with profound depression is a story of courage and transformation. Join us in this episode as she takes us through her remarkable journey at Eleusinia, where she embarked on a journey of self-discovery. In this candid conversation, Debbie shares how she released the shackles of perfectionism, experienced profound love, and found the path to forgiveness and self-love. Tune in to hear her powerful tale of healing and finally feeling comfortable in her own skin.

Johanna Visits Eleusinia: a Mothers Transformation
During her time at Eleusinia, Johanna undergoes a profound journey, she experiences powerful somatic releases that connect her to long-buried childhood traumas. These experiences offer herself as well as a new perspective on her son's struggles and the path to mutual healing.

Monica Visits Eleusinia: Postpartum Anxiety and Depression
Join us as Monica, a resilient African American single mother. Opens up about her heartfelt decision to embark on a life-changing journey at Eleusinia. Struggling with the overwhelming burden of postpartum anxiety and depression, Monica knew she needed a profound intervention to reclaim her life. Monica's story unfolds as she takes us through a voyage of self-discovery where she courageously dissects different facets of her personality. Ultimately, her journey leads her to a place of authentic, empowered self-love.

Eliza Visits Eleusinia: Facing Chronic Pain
In this episode, Eliza shares her transformative journey as she embarks on a meaningful experience at Eleusinia retreat. Struggling with chronic pain, weekly migraines, and PTSD, Eliza recounts her courageous decision to seek healing through this unique experience. She describes her experience, one that ultimately led her to rediscover self-love and deepen her connection with her loved ones.
Through Eliza's heartfelt narrative, you'll witness the profound impact of her psychedelic journey, including the remarkable resolution of her debilitating migraines and her newfound ability to navigate life's challenges with resilience and strength.

Jack Visits Eleusinia: Consciousness Exploration
In this episode, we delve into Jack's journey as he shares his deliberate choice to attend Eleusinia retreat as someone venturing into the realm of consciousness exploration.
Jack's curiosity led him to the retreat with a compelling desire to perceive himself through the lens of a non-ordinary state of consciousness. He takes us on a captivating journey as he vividly recounts his intense and extraordinary experience. What makes this episode particularly intriguing is Jack's enthusiasm to articulate his journey with the precision of a scientific lens.

CRPS and Psilocybin: Kevin Visits Eleusinia
In this episode, Kevin takes us on a deeply personal journey as he recounts his decision to embark on a transformative experience at Eleusinia retreat. Kevin's motivation for this journey is twofold: to confront the intense pain associated with Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS) and to address the unprocessed emotions stemming from a life forever altered by a devastating car accident.

Emilio's Story
In this episode, discover the extraordinary tale of Emilio, Eleusinia's mindfulness and breathwork coach, as he melds his background as a Physicist with his spirituality into a transformative journey. From exploring the synergy of yoga and physics to mastering emotional intelligence through Buddhism, Emilio embodies the power of blending disparate disciplines. Learn how psychedelics became a transformative force in his life, making him a cornerstone of our team. Don't miss this captivating episode where science, spirituality, and personal growth converge

Terri Visits Eleusinia: A Story of Returning to Retreat
In this episode as we reconnect with Terri, who has returned to Eleusinia retreat for the second time. Terri candidly opens up about her decision to embark on this journey without her spouse. This time, bringing along a different family member. With seven months of integration and self-care under her belt since her previous retreat, Terri shares the fascinating evolution of how she developed her personal practice, including how she fine-tuned her dosing and self-care routines. She describes the unfolding of her journey and the profound impacts of her second macro-dose experience, marked by a newfound fearlessness in embracing the psychedelic voyage.

Lily Visits Eleusinia: Finding Peace After the Loss of Two Pregnancies
In this episode, Lily opens up about her transformative journey of choosing Eleusinia, a psychedelic retreat, as a means to confront a deep-seated trauma. Lily's life took an extraordinary turn when she faced the rare challenge of two pregnancies affected by an extremely uncommon chromosomal disorder. While she managed to cope with support after the first pregnancy, the second one left her emotionally devastated. Surprisingly, despite being an atheist, Lily had a profound and mystical encounter during her psychedelic experience. This encounter awakened a newfound connection to the marvels of nature, helping her discover a deeper sense of meaning and purpose. Through these extraordinary revelations, Lily finally found solace and began to believe that the events she had endured were not her fault.

Jeanie Visits Eleusinia: Navigating Postpartum Depression
Join us for a powerful and insightful podcast episode as we delve into Jeanie's courageous journey through postpartum depression. With candor and vulnerability, Jeanie opens up about her experiences, offering an incredible analogy that beautifully captures the essence of motherhood and the perspective of postpartum depression. Discover how her transformative experience at Eleusinia reshaped her outlook on motherhood. How working with psilocybin showed her a new empowered way to live. Redefining motherhood, vulnerability and the importance of community connection. Don't miss this inspiring and eye-opening conversation. Tune in now to gain a new understanding of the complexities of motherhood and the strength it takes to navigate through challenging times.

Dan Visits Eleusinia: A High Achiever's Search for Self
In this episode, Dan, a professional and Harvard Business School Graduate shares a tale of a man's journey as he embraced his true self later in life. Dan had mastered the art of compartmentalizing emotions, until a transformative psychedelic experience at Eleusinia shattered those barriers. There, he delved into the depths of his emotions, experiencing the full spectrum of richness and vulnerability—a journey both challenging and exquisitely beautiful. Join Dan as he narrates his reentry into his everyday life after the retreat and the profound significance of support and community during this profound period of self-discovery. This heartfelt story reminds us of the power of vulnerability and the importance of having a supportive network to lean on during times of transformation.

Shirly Visits Eleusinia: A Chaplain's Journey of Personal Growth
In this episode, meet Shirly, a remarkable individual with a unique combination of professions – a hypnotherapist and a hospice chaplain. Embarking on a transformative journey, Shirly declared this year as her year of personal growth.
After thorough research, she made a life-changing decision to attend Eleusinia. Shirly's experience surpassed all expectations, as she not only found a practice for relief from her persistent back pain but also discovered a profound connection to her inner self.
During her macro dose, Shirly was ordained into multiple sacred female medicine circles, an experience that left her awe-struck. Through this, she gained new insights into her purpose in life and realized she had been living with purpose and intention all along.

A Conversation with a Guide at Eleusinia : Tyler's Story
Join us as we gain unique insights from Tyler's captivating story and his expertise as a psychedelic specialist. Discover how psychedelics can be powerful tools for personal growth and understanding, and how they have the potential to reshape our perceptions of reality and ourselves

Zach Visits Eleusinia: A Journey Through Healing As a Couple
In this episode Zach shares his transformative journey at Eleusinia. Raised in the devout Christian community of the South, Zach was a staunch rule follower. However, life took an unexpected turn when he found himself considering attending the Eleusinia retreat. This decision challenged the deeply ingrained beliefs from his church upbringing, leading him on a profound path of self-discovery. Zach recounts his psilocybin experience during the retreat, an experience that opened his mind and heart, allowing him to develop a newfound sense of empathy and establish healthier boundaries in his relationships. Through this process, he experienced a profound strengthening of his friendships and family connections, realizing the importance of nurturing meaningful relationships within his inner circle. Don't miss the opportunity to gain valuable insights into the transformative power of stepping outside one's comfort zone and embracing a journey of self-awareness.

Raina Visits Eleusinia: Recovering from Religious Trauma
In this compelling podcast episode, join Raina as she shares her courageous journey of healing and self-discovery. Devastated by her son's sexual assault during a church function, Raina was confronted with her own unresolved traumas and the overwhelming panic of being unable to protect her child. Seeking solace and understanding, she embarked on a transformative experience at Eleusinia Psilo Retreat.
Raina recounts her profound macro-dose encounter, where she unearthed the power to mourn the loss of her church community, as well as friends and family who had turned their backs on her and her family. Through the transformative effects of psilocybin, she experienced what is known as the "overview effect," gaining a fresh perspective on her life circumstances. From this newfound vantage point, Raina gracefully transitioned from fear to a place of grace and profound understanding.

Hannah Visits Eleusinia: Finding Healing After Spiritual Abuse
In this episode we hear Hannah, a deeply empathic and sensitive individual, as she shares her transformative journey through the depths of PTSD. In this emotionally charged podcast, Hannah recounts her experiences of being shunned by her church and community, compounded by the immense grief resulting from the loss of cherished friends and loved ones. The weight of the pandemic further exacerbated their struggles, as personal hardships intertwined with the societal suffering around them. As a white mother who had adopted an African American daughter, Hannah faced a unique set of challenges, grappling with the overwhelming task of safeguarding her child in a world that seemed increasingly violent. Seeking solace and healing, Hannah and her husband embarked on a life-changing venture to Eleusinia Retreat. Hannah speaks to the empowerment approach Eleusinia takes and how psychedelics offered them both a chance to release the burdens of the past and navigate their way through PTSD. Prepare to be moved by Hannah's courageous narrative of resilience, growth, and the pursuit of a brighter future.