
RAW
By Anouk Lorie
'Raw' is a podcast that confronts the complexities of war from the inside out. Hosted by Anouk Lorie—journalist, author, and yoga and meditation teacher—'Raw' embodies the collective sense of exposure and vulnerability many of us feel in the wake of Israel's conflicts. This show goes beyond discussing external events, diving deep into our inner battles and how these moments of violence shake our very core.
Join Anouk in intimate conversations with leading philosophers, psychologists, spiritual leaders, and trauma experts. Together, they explore how we can navigate these painful times with wisdom and resilience, offering guidance for our paths in an unfiltered, raw world. Whether you seek deeper understanding, tools for emotional resilience, or are seeking comfort and solidarity, 'Raw' invites you to listen, learn, and heal.
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Meditation, Trauma, and the Courage to Stay Open, with Lama Tilmann Lhundrup
In this episode of RAW, Anouk speaks with Lama Tilmann Lhundrup, a Buddhist teacher, former monk, medical doctor, and meditation teacher whose work brings together Buddhist practice, psychotherapy, and trauma healing.
Tilmann spent years in retreat with his Tibetan teacher, Gendun Rinpoche, and later taught long retreats for many years. He now lives in Germany, where he runs a retreat center in the Black Forest and co-founded the Institute for Essential Psychotherapy.
In this conversation, Tilmann reflects on what meditation can and cannot do, why Buddhist mind training is not always enough for deep trauma, and how psychotherapy and meditation can support one another.
The conversation also turns toward Israel and Palestine. Tilmann has been coming to Israel to support meditation teachers and practitioners, and has also begun working with Palestinian practitioners. He speaks about identity, victimhood, aggression, listening, and the way pressure can make us contract more tightly around our stories.
At the heart of the conversation is a simple but radical invitation: meditation begins with doing nothing. Not correcting ourselves. Not forcing calm. Not trying to become someone else. But creating enough warmth and space for whatever is here.
A conversation for anyone trying to remain human in times of fear, exhaustion, uncertainty, and division.
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Come Back to Yourself: A Meditation for Uncertain Times, with Lama Tilmann Lhundrup
These past weeks have been intense and disorienting for many of us.
A lot of uncertainty.
A lot of holding our breath.
I haven’t been able to record or release anything for RAW during this time.
Between the war in Israel, missiles landing near my home, and then leaving through Jordan with my children, everything felt too immediate, too full.
But I kept coming back to very simple practices - even just a few minutes at a time - to steady my body and mind.
This is a short guided meditation by Lama Tilmann Lhundrup, recorded during a conversation for RAW that I never released.
He is a highly respected Buddhist teacher trained in the Tibetan tradition, with many years of deep retreat and teaching.
I’m sharing it here on its own because it feels especially needed right now.
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Staying Grounded in a Time of War, with Dr. Rick Hanson (Re-release)
As tensions rise once again between Israel, the United States, and Iran, we are resurfacing one of the most important conversations ever recorded on RAW.
This episode was originally recorded in Tel Aviv during active missile fire between Israel and Iran. In the midst of uncertainty, I sat down with world-renowned psychologist Rick Hanson to ask:
How do we stay steady when everything feels unstable?
Dr. Hanson shares practical tools grounded in neuroscience to help regulate the nervous system during acute stress, along with deeper reflections on resilience, parenting in crisis, and protecting our capacity for empathy during conflict.
We explore:
• The neuroscience of trauma and resilience
• Calming the body during high alert
• Parenting with steadiness in uncertain times
• Spiritual practice as psychological strength
• Holding onto humanity without denying reality
If you are feeling anxious, overwhelmed, or emotionally exhausted, this episode offers grounded guidance for this moment.
RAW is hosted by journalist and meditation teacher Anouk Lorie.
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Steadiness Before the Storm: A Meditation for Anticipatory Anxiety
In a time of escalating conflict in the Middle East, with open confrontation between Israel and Iran and a widening sense of uncertainty, anxiety can move quickly through the collective nervous system.
This guided meditation offers a way to stay grounded without denial, and alert without spiraling.
A practice in steadiness in the midst of unfolding events.
Closing with words from Israeli poet Leah Goldberg on the quiet courage of waiting — even when history is already in motion.

Being With the Unbearable, with Prof. Shlomo Mendlovic
In this episode of RAW, I’m in conversation with Shlomo Mendlovic, psychiatrist and director of Shalvata Mental Health Center.
I first heard Shlomo speak to families of people in severe mental health crisis. What stayed with me was something simple but radical: his insistence on keeping even a drop of optimism — not as denial, but as a stance. A refusal to give up on the human being in front of you.
We speak about:
– Growing up with a Holocaust-survivor father who modeled grounded hope
– Choosing psychiatry from childhood after seeing an image of a psychiatrist “removing chains”
– What Shalvata actually is and why even severe mental illness can often be managed
– October 7th as both national and intimate trauma, including his son serving in Kissufim that day
– Why trauma lives beneath words
– The difference between resilience and post-traumatic growth
– The centrality of “being with”— presence over technique
Shlomo argues that our responsibility now is not to erase trauma, but to let something grow alongside it.
A sober, honest, deeply humane conversation about suffering, connection, and the possibility of growth.
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And as always, thank you for being here.

Masculinity, War, and Emotional Strength, with Tamir Ashman
In this episode of RAW, I’m joined by Tamir Ashman — clinical social worker, therapist, and founder of Ashman – the School for Relationships.
Tamir has spent more than two decades working primarily with men — in clinics, prisons, boarding schools, the army, and educational settings — asking a difficult but urgent question: what does it mean to be born a man in Israeli society, and what happens when emotional life has nowhere to go?
We talk about anger, fear, anxiety, and the relational pain beneath them. About why masculinity can become both a source of strength and real danger when vulnerability is suppressed. And about the work of integrating hardness and softness — discipline with sensitivity, power with responsibility.
This conversation explores why emotional work can feel especially threatening for men, why staying with discomfort is often misunderstood as weakness, and how learning to feel — rather than act out — can be a profound act of courage.
A grounded, honest conversation about masculinity, responsibility, and what real strength actually looks like.
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Why Trust Is More Scarce Than Water: Environmental Diplomacy with Tareq Abu-Hamed
What happens to dialogue under trauma?
Can cooperation survive when trust has collapsed?
And what does climate change reveal about our shared fate in a region defined by borders and conflict?
In this episode of RAW, I speak with Tareq Abu-Hamed, an environmental scientist and Executive Director of the Arava Institute for Environmental Studies — a joint Israeli-Palestinian institute working at the intersection of climate change, conflict, and dialogue in the Middle East.
Tareq grew up in East Jerusalem and came of age during the first Intifada. An early encounter with Jewish neighbors in a nearby kibbutz shaped his life and his path. His academic journey took him through Turkey, the Weizmann Institute, and the United States, before returning to the region to help build one of the most unusual institutions here: a place where Israelis, Palestinians, Jordanians, and international students live and study together while confronting shared environmental challenges.
In our conversation, we speak about climate change as a security issue, the reality of shared aquifers, Gaza’s environmental devastation, and why ecology does not stop at borders. We talk honestly about October 7th, trauma, dehumanization, and what it takes to keep dialogue alive when fear and grief make it harder to see the human on the other side.
This is not a conversation about easy answers.
It’s about trust being more scarce than water in a region where nothing is separate — and where refusing cooperation comes at a real human cost.
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What We Carry Forward in 2026: A Guided Meditation
2026 Guided Meditation: What We Carry Forward (And What We Don’t)
This guided meditation is an invitation to pause at the threshold between years, and to acknowledge the weight many of us have been holding.
After a year marked by war, ceasefires, political division, and ongoing global violence, this practice offers space for discernment rather than resolution. It’s not about letting go of the past, but about sensing what still belongs with us — and what quietly exhausts our capacity to care.
We explore:
• how to set down burdens that were never ours to carry alone
• what remains alive in us despite everything
• how to step forward with clarity, tenderness, and integrity
You can listen on December 31 or January 1 — or whenever you find yourself at a threshold.
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Staying Human in Times of Fear and War, with Stephen Fulder
Dr. Stephen Fulder—founder of Tovana, longtime Buddhist teacher, author of What’s Beyond Mindfulness and The Five Powers, and co-founder of the ecological spiritual community Clil—returns to RAW two years after becoming the show’s very first guest.
Together we explore the emotional and spiritual landscape of Israel since October 7th: the rise of fear and tribalism, the exhaustion many of us carry, and the human tendency to collapse into constricted narratives when we feel threatened.
Stephen offers a grounded, compassionate invitation to widen the space inside us, meet fear without letting it become a worldview, and reconnect with the deeper sources of clarity, resilience and humanity that live within us.
We talk about:
• How fear shapes our identity and our politics
• Why societies contract into “us vs. them”
• Meditation as a practical way to create inner spaciousness
• Compassion for Israelis, Palestinians, and ourselves
• The role of spiritual activism today
• How ecological, grounded living supports psychological resilience
This is a conversation about staying human—tender, courageous, and open—in a moment when the world pushes us toward contraction.
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*More about Stephen: *
Dr. Stephen Fulder is one of the pioneers of Buddhist practice in Israel. Born in London in 1946, he studied at Oxford, completed his PhD at the National Institute for Medical Research, and went on to write fourteen books while spending nearly five decades exploring alternative medicine and spiritual life. Since 1976, he has been a devoted practitioner of Theravada Buddhism, enriched by Dzogchen and Advaita teachings.
He is the founder and senior teacher of Tovana, the Israel Insight Meditation Society—now the country’s largest Buddhist practice organization, offering more than 45 retreats a year. He also helped establish Mashiv Nefesh, and the ecological spiritual community of Clil, where he lives, grows his own food and medicines, teaches, and continues his long-standing commitment to peace work between Israelis and Palestinians. His books include the bestseller What’s Beyond Mindfulness and The Five Powers.

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When to Rise, When to Rest
Raw is a podcast of unguarded conversations and practices about resilience, morality, and healing in the shadow of war.
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Aikido and the Hidden Dynamics of Conflict, with Gary Reiss & Miles Kessler

Softening in Uncertainty: A Guided Meditation

How to Stay Resilient Under Fire, with Dr. Rick Hanson

Staying Whole in a Fractured World: A Meditation for the Heart

Why Mindfulness Is a Prerequisite for Power, with Dr. Nava Levit-Binnun

A Breath Inside the Fire: A Meditation for Unsteady Times

Israel, War, and Moral Complexity, with Yossi Klein Halevi

Parenting with a Soft Heart in Hard Times, with Ruti Dariel
Ruti’s journey is deeply personal and profoundly relevant to this moment. A few years ago, despite her professional expertise, she found herself facing questions many parents know intimately:How do I truly connect with my child when things get hard?How do I set boundaries without losing myself?How do I respond to frustration and aggression in a way that actually helps?
Especially as a mother of highly sensitive children, Ruti realized that many conventional parenting tools simply didn’t reach far enough. Her search for deeper understanding led her to the attachment-based developmental approach, through years of study at the Neufeld Institute and beyond.
In this conversation, we explore the emotional toll of living—and parenting—through war in Israel. I asked Ruti:
How does ongoing conflict affect our children, especially the more sensitive ones?How can we stay emotionally present when we’re anxious and afraid ourselves?What can we do when our kids act out or shut down—and how do we help them find resilience and hope?And how do we talk to children about things like fear, bereavement, and the future in ways that are age-appropriate and honest?
Ruti offers not just wisdom, but warmth—a sense that we’re not alone in our struggle to show up for our children in such uncertain times. This episode is for any parent asking: How do I hold my child’s heart, even when mine feels heavy?
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Grief, Prayer, and Jewish Responsibility, with Rabbi Dalia Marx
It’s a moving, grounded, and deeply thoughtful conversation with someone who has dedicated her life to holding the sacred and the human, side by side.
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About Rabbi Dr. Dalia Marx
Rabbi Marx is the Rabbi Aaron D. Panken Professor of Liturgy and Midrash at the Hebrew Union College–Jewish Institute of Religion in Jerusalem. She is the first woman in Israel to hold a professorship in liturgy and is a trailblazer in both academic and spiritual circles.
Her work bridges scholarship and lived practice, and she is the author of several books, including When I Sleep and When I Wake: On Prayers Between Dusk and Dawn. She’s also a contributor to the new Israeli Reform prayerbook, and a leading voice in shaping how prayer responds to collective trauma, grief, and hope.

The Science of Conflict: Why We Think the Way We Do in War, with Eran Halperin
In this episode of Raw, I speak with Professor Eran Halperin, a leading expert on conflict resolution, political psychology, and the emotional dynamics that shape intergroup relations. As Israel grapples with the aftermath of October 7 and the ongoing war, Professor Halperin brings his deep expertise to unpack the psychological forces at play—how fear, anger, and trauma shape public opinion, decision-making, and the possibility (or impossibility) of reconciliation.
We discuss the cognitive and emotional barriers to peace, what history teaches us about societies in prolonged conflict, and whether there is a path forward in times of such deep division. This is a conversation that cuts through the noise, offering a nuanced, research-based perspective on one of the most complex and painful moments in modern history.
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About Professor Eran Halperin
Eran Halperin is a professor of psychology at the Hebrew University of Jerusalem and a world-renowned expert on political psychology, conflict resolution, and the role of emotions in shaping intergroup dynamics. His research focuses on the cognitive and emotional mechanisms that sustain conflicts, as well as interventions that can promote change. He has advised policymakers and peace-building initiatives worldwide and has published extensively in leading academic journals.

Letting Rage and Grief Transform Us, with Danny Cohen

Psychedelics, Trauma, and Resilience, with Nir Tadmor
In this episode of Raw, I sit down with Nir Tadmor, a transpersonal psychotherapist, psychedelic integration specialist, and leading voice in harm reduction. As the Educational Director at Impulse, co-founder of Safe Shore, and a research associate at Haifa University's Neurophenomenology Lab, Nir has spent years working with individuals navigating non-ordinary states of consciousness and mental health crises.
We dive into the complex relationship between psychedelics, the Israeli trans music community, and trauma, exploring how these substances have shaped culture and what they meant for Nova Festival survivors who were under the influence during the October 7 attack. We also discuss the evolving field of psychedelic-assisted therapy, where it's headed, and how to engage with it safely and meaningfully.
Finally, we explore new research on altered states, what we can learn from survivors, and the future of mental health and therapy. This is a raw, thought-provoking conversation about the transformative potential—and very real risks—of psychedelics, and how we can create safer, more intentional spaces for healing.
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Understanding Israeli History with Honesty and Humor, with Noam Weissman

The Hidden Wisdom in Anxiety and Trauma, with Galit Levin

Stepping Into 2025: A Guided Meditation for Healing and Intention

Bearing Witness to Trauma and Resilience, with Ohad Ufaz

Forgiveness Amid Tragedy: Choosing Peace, with Maoz Inon

What War Does to Intimacy, with Smadar Miller
We delve into:• The events of October 7 as a “symbolic assault” on Israeli society and their ripple effects on personal and collective sexuality.• The challenges couples face during prolonged conflict—disrupted routines, long separations, and the impact on intimacy.• How sexuality can serve as a healing force, reconnecting us to our bodies, our partners, and the present moment.• Tools and practices for rebuilding intimacy and rediscovering pleasure during times of immense stress.• Insights into parenting and how to talk to children about sexuality in ways that foster security and resilience.
Smadar’s thoughtful approach integrates culture, body awareness, and emotional independence, offering a roadmap for navigating relationships and intimacy even in the most challenging times. Whether you’re seeking solace, understanding, or tools for growth, this episode will inspire and empower you.
Tune in for a conversation that bridges the personal and the universal, reminding us of the healing power of connection.
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Healing Trauma One Year After October 7, with Dr. Oded Arbel

From Radical Activism to Moderation, with Polly Bronstein

Healing in Crisis: Trauma and Resilience, with Dr. Zohar Rubinstein

Choosing Peace After Loss, with Yonatan Zeigen

Fighting for Peace in the Midst of War, with Hamze Awawde

The New Antisemitism and the Israel-Gaza War, with Dr. Tomer Persico

Spiritual Perspectives on the Israel-Hamas War, with Rabbi Tamar Elad-Appelbaum

Judaism and Mindfulness in Times of Crisis, with Rabbi James Jacobsen-Maisels

Jewish Healing and Humanity Amid Conflict, with Rabbi Sharon Brous

Parenting Through War: Raising Resilient Children, with Einat Natan

From Violence to Nonviolence: A Path to Peace, with Ali Abu Awwad

Light in the Shadow of Trauma, with Prof. Merav Roth

From Holocaust Survivor to TikTok Voice, with Gidon Lev

Raw, but Resilient: Healing in Times of War, with Dr. Anat Brunstein Klomek
